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  • Oct. 13th, 2007 at 10:46 PM

haha, relink! 

http://life-the-hound.blogspot.com/ 

but i'll be keeping this for memories sake though.




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GOOFY!

  • Oct. 12th, 2007 at 10:40 PM

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ت says:

i tot i saw a puddy cad!

haha. that was a classic moment man! You, you, goofy! haha. It's a deal on 15 November! Haven't talked to you in ages. Bet you missed me a lot right? I understand, it's natural! :] haha i still remember when we were in Pei Chun ok, haha and you were always the one who laughed like goofy. 

But anyway, Joline Goh Chu Lin, 

thanks for being your crazy self. hahah, love you, pri school bestie! <3




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Oct. 11th, 2007

  • 8:54 PM
Well, this is it. EYAs are over. Surprisingly, I dont feel the sudden adreanline rush. I guess the tears from the math paper washed it all away. During the Math test, it was as if time was indeterminable; it streched to a second or a lifetime. It was as if I was just standing there as a silent observer, looking at myself scribble answers which were clearly a last-ditch attempt. Everything seemed to unfold in front of me but yet I could do nothing but look on. It felt really helpless. For the first time, I felt so defeated, defeated by a mere few pages of question. I know it's just one test but how is it possible to just treat it as an unpleasant dream during a troubling sleep? After all, who says you can't die from a thousand paper cuts? 

But, life goes on. Overated but definitely the truth. This shall just be a learning point, albeit one with a high price to pay. Hannah, you asked me to stop and I did. So, you better not start either. 'cause I wanna stand with you on the mountains :]  Anyway, went out later as the ten of us, Eenette, Kristie, Miranda, Jessica, Sylvia, Natalie, Huiyi, Eunice, Zann and I. Although zann had third lang and huiyi and eunice are in australia for cmps so they didnt join us. The plan of going to sentosa kind of flopped because I guess it was too ambitious but we are going there someday ok :] Details of the trip another day but, it was really cool! haha.

I realised I haven't been reading for the longest time ever! This is so depressing. I finally got my hands on beloved by toni morrison. It was recommended to me by me previous learning lab teacher. She lent it to me but it's just different when you own a book. It was a bit expensive but no matter, it's never too expensive for a good book. Somehow, it feels comforting while you just let the words flow. The feeling you get when you understand what the writer is trying to convey and all the hidden meaning that it encompasses is simply beyond words. Especially literary texts like beloved. On the surface, it seems like a dull book but when you actually delve inside the layers of meanings, it opens up a whole new possibility and perspective that you never ever get bored of the book. Letting the words wash over you is just a silent comfort in itself that makes reading so theraputic. 

This year has certainly been a very tiring year in terms of workload and emotions. It seemed so slow but yet so fast. Truth be told, I never ever liked travelling but I'm really looking forward to the Korea trip this year. This year has been so draining that I really need a break and Korea would be just the place. 

could it be?



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Sep. 28th, 2007

  • 9:29 PM
hahah. I didnt exactly break the hiatus. It's just an interlude because i'm oh so considerate. haha I can just imagine people refreshing my livejournal over and over again and pining "oh jiaying why dont you update" especially huiyi right!  So, it's just to ease their anxiety to know about my interesting life! HAHA ok ok, before you start shouting "where's the barf bag" , i'm just joking. haha I blame it on the EYAs that I can't think straight. 

Anyway, life's been fine. For the past week, I've been staying back a few times with jiun to mug and lishan joined us once. Can i say we were quite productive? hahaha they're good mugging partners! At least we won't digress. haha studied at coffee bean today too with yingting, eleanor and jess j. 

Oh and I feel super super guilty. I have been missing a lot a lot of piano and elec guitar lessons. gragh. oh and not to mention english tuition too. I feel like i wasted my parents' money. Never mind, I shall work harder when i go back to resume music lessons. Hey, at least they're happy with my piano exam results. LOL. My exam pieces totally saved the day. haha i failed aural, sight reading and passed scales by two marks but my exam pieces pulled everything up! And athif, the guitar instructor is super nice so he wont mind me missing a few lessons right! 

204 has caught the mugging fever. Nowadays, so many people stay in class to mug during recesses or lunch haha I wanted to but oh well, im not anorexic like kristie so i need my food. And someone owes me the piano score right kristie? :] 

ok i'm off to do some work now (or sleep). roger, out! :]



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Sep. 23rd, 2007

  • 12:58 AM

Just completed the rs proposal. Bet i'm going to fall asleep tomorrow at aspen. Oh and i'm going on a hiatus till after eyas i guess. Jiun, must remember tuesday's mugging session. I desperately need it! 

Life's really fragile. Although my life does have its ups and downs, it's really good. When you're feeling so lost under all that pile of homework or upcoming tests, it's not the end of the world. There's many things in life to treasure.  I'm grateful for all my friends. Thanks for every little thing you did that put a smile on my face. It means more than you think it does. It's not about saying I love you a thousand times or saying i will always be there for you or even staying up the whole night talking. It's just something special that can remain unsaid. 




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Sep. 20th, 2007

  • 10:12 PM
ok I've a feeling this will turn out weird but it was just what suddenly struck me in the car and i just felt like writing it down.

I' ve been wondering for a really long time. Seriously, I think that badmouthing people on blogs are just plain rude. Isn't it basic courtesy not to insult someone behind his or her back? I mean, have you ever wondered how the other party will feel? Not to mention that it's just a cowardly behaviour. If you have something to say, you should just tell the person in the face. Whenever you go blog surfing, you see people writing stuff like "I hate you" Hate is really a strong word and it shouldn't be used for just anyone. Maybe it's just me but some words like this really have bad connatations. Sometimes, you just say those words out of moments of impulse but they do leave a indelible mark. Most people delete their entries after they realise what they did but i mean what's the point? Shouldn't you have just not written that down in the first place? Sure, you can argue for freedom of speech on your blog but you should at least be responsible for your words. 

I realised that sometimes, by saying what you really feel will render you as a mean person but on the other hand, not saying what you feel will make you appear hypocritical or fake. I've been wondering if there is any clear distinction between being subtle or being fake. There's just this grey area. Although I feel that sometimes, you just have to ignore people's view on yourself and just listen to the voice of truth. 

how much is too much?



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high!

  • Sep. 18th, 2007 at 9:14 PM
woosh! hahaha i'm really excited now! Manda just told me that black eyed peas and click five will be coming to singapore on 22 october! so cool right! ahaha and yes manda, it's a date! but i think click five will only be there for the opening and maybe ending act :/ awwwwww. but no matter, im still very excited! haha. I was actually quite down just now but yup im just super excited now! hahaa

and especially, kyle patrick!!!!!! hahaha he's super super cute especially in Jenny. haha I usually only like the band as a band itself and not the individual but can i say he's really cute? haha I dont understand why people think eric drill is better than him. He's better ok! 

im really really looking forward to 22 october! haha. manda, you just made me sugar high! :]



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Sep. 16th, 2007

  • 3:56 PM
oh man. my post just got deleted cause i accidentally closed the window. grrrrrrr. it was a long long post ok. Never mind humph, i shall just try my summary skills LOL. 

in conclusion, today was a pmsy day.

yay. ahaha full marks for summary anyone? oh dad booked the end year tour to korea. aw, dont really feel like going but never mind since holidays are a family thing. especially since i missed last year's one due to camp. oh hannah just burst my bubble. haha i thought my geog article was ok already then she said something which i realised i didnt include. gragh. hahaha and she doesnt trust my taste! humph. LOL, kidding. oh and i realised it's nice talking to her cause i can boost my ego! hahaa. and no xiaowei, im not the number one person who crushes myself. 

off to do my geog article now. wish me luck man.



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Sep. 15th, 2007

  • 2:58 PM
 updated there. 'cause there's some stuff that cannot be said here. 

gosh, I was talking to xiaowei on the phone until like 2am yesterday or rather today. headache now. haha. i conclude that xiaowei is an obsessed stalker! tsk tsk

haha going out now so, ciao!



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Sep. 13th, 2007

  • 10:04 PM
Happy happy birthday manda tai! though i dont know why im still so nice to you humph. thanks for insulting me everytime man. haha kidding, but yup, hope you enjoy 14! 

oh today was so-so. Lessons felt really really long though. haha oh and huiyi made a fool out of herself again. Why am i not surprised huh. hahah. 'cause she was like leaning on me from behind and stuff, so i saw miss lee enter the room so i shrugged her off. but, the blind huiyi didnt see miss lee so she thought i pushed her away. then, she exclaimed "hoi!" like super loudly haha and almost banged into miss lee. huiyi, you're one of a kind! haha. Other than that, today was boring. oh although amanda chan and miranda did keep me entertained. haha they were acting out cliched love scenes from drama serials. it was, retarded!

 Although im starting to feel the stress from eyas. i cant believe my history marks like seriously. urgh. and i'm getting back lit sa tomorrow. it's days like these that I start to doubt myself.



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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

  • Sep. 11th, 2007 at 8:46 PM
Happy happy happy happy birthday JIUN! ahahha. Must remember yesterday's personal message war! haha love you! I still remember us playing the stupid harry potter cards in p2 and laughing at "chen square head" haha. and the going over to your house in p3 for your farewell thing and the beyblades! haha. 

and now, haha. yearmate :] today's talk was nice. although i dont know why we stayed back for like three hours just to talk. but but but, it was worth it 'cause you were there! haha. Hope you like the click five cd k! (i agree they look cuter now) and the nice nice badges! haha you almost spoiled the surprise! But anyway, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

jiun, "even heaven is hell without you" <3



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of pink and green fonts!

  • Sep. 10th, 2007 at 5:10 PM
haha. like the title suggests! go to jiun's blog for more details. but seriously, convo with xiaowei and jiun is making me fall off my chair from laughter.  HAHAH. i might not make sense but i'll try to explain the whole situation. not only are all our coms screwed for life, our fonts are too! hahah my black font appeared green to jiun and xw. so, jiun suggested changing it to green so that it'll show black. hahahah. too bad, didnt work! so, im stuck on a hot pink font! ahha dont worry i didnt burn my brains or anything, just changed it so that xw would be reminded of her deardear! 

seriously, you should see what we were talking about! if only it wasnt that uncensored, i would post it up! hahahaha
oh and we decided we should have a year craze! ahhaha. I suggest boys like girls! yay! ahhaha. and yes, yearmates have foresight. xw's decided that when we get the room, we should make it soft toy land. ahha. xw, your poor yearmate here is allergic to soft toys cause she's asthmatic haha. 

woosh, hahaha ohana, "even heaven would be hell without you" <3



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Sep. 8th, 2007

  • 7:22 PM

I'm serious haahha i really think im a very nice person. right xiaowei? ahhaha ok i won't embarrass you so i shant elaborate. but, you owe me one! :] ahah oh but i cant stand my computer. it always conks out at the WRONG moment. urgh. so irrritating. I wish I could continue that convo :/ 

Anyway, Jiun and I realised that we were quite similar in terms of thinking ahhaha. We always end up doing the same thing without planning. and most of the time its stuff people won't do haha. Oh yea I realised that her mum still remembers me from p3 haha. oh and did i mention changhuan is one of the lamest person ever ever! ahha we were talking about how this flu bug was going on among our year and then i said that changhuan spread it to me. Guess her reply. "I didnt. you stole the virus from me!" ahhaha. Retarded much. 

oh yea I realised i didnt exactly blog about what happened during the chalet. Seriously, it was super cool. The games were fun haha like the "island" one. But I really wasn't competing with anyone X) oh and then there was the snatching slippers one. I think I grew stronger! yay! 

Oh yea and before chalet, we went to jiun's house! hah! i just proved that I CAN bake ok. I didnt burn them! Oh and xiaowei was acting like a kid and snatching over something ok. And we were being spastic outside taneh mareh mrt station. Imagine two people sewing a blanket and two others pumping a balloon which threatened to pop ever so often. But we were the first batch of yearmates who reached there first.

yup oh sleeping time was quite traumatising ahhaha nah, kidding. But seriously, I was sleeping so near to mona and jiun it was scary. At first, mona was quite a distance away from me then she kept rolling closer and closer. shudders. haha which reminds me of diy. remember ttime audits sleepover? LOL.

hahah ok, im off to eat dinner. ciao!




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Sep. 8th, 2007

  • 10:11 AM
I think I'm in a seriously weird mood these few days. It's not being emo; it's just that i have been doing a lot of thinking. I was talking to jiun on the phone for quite a long time and I realised something; I would never be the same person if I didn't join red cross. At least, it gave a definition to my life.

I really wish I didn't start off disliking red cross so much. Thinking back of those cringe-worthy memories of the stupid things that I did last year, I feel dumb, really dumb. I'm sorry.

Thank you ma'ams for the trust you had in me. I felt comforted reading the notes that the ma'ams wrote, knowing that at least they thought I improved, "esp since sec 1, the girl with messy hair". So yes, I'm going to try much harder, for them and for myself. It's not going to be an empty promise. 



We're your number one fans; you're our dbsk <3




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pop chalet

  • Sep. 6th, 2007 at 8:15 PM
Back from chalet. Maybe it was just me but somehow, I felt that this chalet wasn't as emotional as i thought it would be but in another way, overwhelming thoughts that need not be expressed through tears. It felt thought provoking, inspirational and a unsaid understanding that this was goodbye. Thank you sec 4 ma'ams for everything you've done but most simply, just being there. The presents were meaningful, especially the individual notes. I would never get tired from reading them. Also, thank you sec 3 maams for the wonderful chalet. It was cool. 


And yes, we can so do this.



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Sep. 4th, 2007

  • 8:58 AM
haha yesterday started off quite bad actually. overslept so was around an hour late. sorry, diy! and the worse thing was that i had forgotten to bring my wallet! I can't believe how smart I can get. Anyway, thanks changhuan jiun and xiaowei for lending me money :] But changhuan left me all alone ok, I was quite traumatised at first but it turned out fine in the end. 

haha when yearmates and i decided to leave, it was raining super heavily. And we looked like couples walking in the rain, sharing an umbrella. You know, those lovey dovey romantic scene haha. We were supposed to get to plaza sing but jiun and i being the smart ones decided we wanted to stay dry so we took 105 to toapayoh and then took the mrt back to plaza sing. haha, although we reached there when they had finished their food, we still stayed dry ok. Mona chin was shivering 'cause she was thoroughly wet. haha too bad. 

Then my parents came to pass me my wallet. Luckily they had a day off. Seriously, you feel so much more secure with money by your side. Then walked around for a long long time and jiun you have to thank me ok. hahha and you stink :] and to mona and ain, im not cheapskate and insincere ok. 

oh and I haven't settled my presents yet :/ ok never mind, i'll be able to come up with something smashing in the end (i hope). gah, pop chalet's tomorrow. mixed feelings indeed. im excited about the activities in the chalet but im scared of what's after that. We're year three already. Hard to believe. Never mind though, I have faith in yearmates. Ohana FTW : D



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sick :/

  • Aug. 31st, 2007 at 9:44 AM
Oh man. What a right time to fall sick with a bad bout of flu. urgh. Didnt go to school for both days. Seriously, i feel like a pig. I've been sleeping the whole day only waking up to eat food and antibiotics. And i've been stuffingmyself with fruits. hopefully, i will get well by tomorrow. No, scratch that. I AM GOING TO get well by tomorrow. 

Thanks kor! thanks for helping me buy the bottle even though it's quite late already and you were already in the cab. and thanks for buying me archie comics to cheer me up! I'm seriously glad i have a brother like you :]



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Aug. 24th, 2007

  • 9:13 PM
inconsolable- backstreet boys <3

I can see the edge but I cant take the fall




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Aug. 24th, 2007

  • 6:30 PM
hahah just remembered mona's silly sms. ahah she was like "hugs" then i went "ee dont want your hug" and .... guess what was her reply? "hugs and still refuses to let go. mona the koala!'' hahaaha yes, mona koala. 

haha today was chinese oral. was really scared cause my spoken chinese sounds a bit weird. but anyway, i was practicing my oral in front of michelle then i went something like singapore is a "xiao hong dian'' then michelle laughed a lot at it and said that it was silly. but guess what, ahha she herself used "xiaohong dian"in her own oral presentation then she was smiling sheepishly at me when she said that. hahah in your face! 

im suddenly at a loss for words although i had loads to blog about. urgh. oh yea, changhuan! in sooth i know not why i am so sad. LOL. oh yea supported basketball after school. hannah, you're super pro can. then went to eat lunch with zann miranda and huiyi. miranda was super gross lah. hhaha anyway got to eat dinner now. ciao!



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Aug. 19th, 2007

  • 8:24 PM

woosh. hahah wanted to blog yesterday but was simply too tired. shall update on my ever so exciting life! haha went to school at around 7 for speech day goh. hahah yihong was acting super weirdly haha. Couldnt go support fac though, cause there was compulsory sl. i dont like that place humph. they only gave us two slots and so late in the year somemore. then cabbed down there with miranda who also had speech day. 

but the kid's playroom place was super cool. it was like decorated with carpet and super super comfy. and had lots of games there. hhaah eenette saved some cookies for miranda and i. bet they were leftovers LOL haha joking lah. but it was nice, and we got the kids to decorate with icing on the cookies we made. and played many games like monkey in the middle. im telling you that small kid's super overactive he kept on throwing the ball around, like with a lot of force. wonder how a small kid can manage this. and he took us as targets ok. haha nathalie laughed so much she became his new target. too bad!

then went to the farm. woah, dont know why i didnt get bored of that place last time. this time, it was really boring. but the kids were quite cute. ahha there's this joker who refuses to tell me his name no matter what. but the smart me started to call him mr nameless until he finally told me his name. on the bus ride, nathalie was being her same old cow self. humph. haha she purposely ate m and m in front of me to make me jealous since i couldn't eat. so sl was until arouund 6. then, took mrt all the way back from choachukang back home :/ longggg longggggg journey. then i was late in meeting my parents. i bathed and got ready in record time ok, then dad drove us to the place to sit the river cruise. 

haha was cool! my uncle booked a boat for the whole family. so we sat on it and went around the singapore river for a while. then after that, the boat stopped at the place near the platform. and we watched the fireworks! super cool! since we were super near there. though my eardrums almost burst. but, it was really different being there. and there were loads of people on the boat watching too. ahha then, went to eat supper. food was really good. and icecream was fantabulous :] so reached home at close to 1am and conked out on the bed straight away since i was so tired. worst thing, science tuition was the next morning, at an unearthly 9am. someone, shoot me. 

ahahha but it was really fun. oh i just realised that i cant recognise people very well, cause jiun was my prisch classmate before she left for gep. and i was quite close to her then too. hahaha i still remember her address from that time i went there  which was dont know how long ago. but when i saw her in rg, she went hi then i was like hi who are you. hahaha super funny. 

oh before i forget, i came up with a secret code word together with changhuan. 

C.A.W.M.I : D

haha bet you dont know what it is x)




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